Back to School
I never thought I would be back at this point. After graduating, two years ago, I never thought that I would go back to school. But here I am, picking myself back up, and enduring another journey. This time it is a little harder that I expected . Scratch that. A LOT harder than I expected. It isn't the school work that I find difficult. It is my surroundings. I never thought that going back to school would have a negative influence on my life, but it does now. I've known for about 5 years now that I have anxiety. The quickly flowing blood through my veins, my racing hear, and pounding brain. I could always get through it, though. I never thought that it would be a reason school is so scary to me. Not the work, not the thousands of people, or the many assignments, but, anxiety alone. I have never really thought about anxiety as a bad thing in my life. I have always been able to cope. Until this year that is. ...
